And so one year and a few men later... Yeah yeah, it makes a good first line but I can happily anounce that dating was over for me about 7 months ago! Since then, my learning curve has increased dramatically with just one relationship!
You may laugh, for it sounds as if I am used to juggle several men at the time. It certainly felt like that at the beggining of last year when I was undeniably eating more than one cheese cake at the time. Can I say it was boring? No way! Can I say it was exciting? Often. Did I hurt people? Yes, most definitely. Would I do it again? Oh, dear God please dont let that happen again!!!
I am a better human being now. I mean it. It has not being easy! Some of us need to put more effort than others in order to be nicer, kinder! I keep going forwards and backwards in this spiritual journey that I decided to take a few years ago. It is a journey of love and love needs the pathway of discipline, a friend once said, and it is most true. Inner love definitely needs that and it is the first step we must take in order to truly love others. Hey hey hey! Let's dont go too preachy here or I can bore you to death or... inmortality!
And so, allow me to take you seven months back when after dating a nice guy that was far too old for me, I decided to click again on that screen full of temptation called Match.com.....
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